Tuesday, January 22, 2008

they say... "these are the TIMES!"



I finally got my ass out to a club this weekend... i been slippin on havin a social life... but this weeken i had HELLA FUN!, as usual... and u know ya boy was fly!... i thought i would see this character while i was out:


hahahaha!... but... no luck this weekend... PUDDIN. was tranna' act like she had a life and stayed home!
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SATURDAY...

my cuzin Dana turned 23...

and she demanded that i have my black ass at there... i swear i love this woman... she reminds me alot of myself in many ways... plus im partial to her over my other cousins because im the god father of her baby...

i aint been out in a minute... so i had to get FLY... got that good haircut cuz it was lookin ruff (which i found out some women like that shit, but it aint fa' me)... then i got that good manicure, got some fly shit out the closet i was feelin brand new!

anyway she wanted everybody to meet her @ this lounge in Oakland called the AIR LOUNGE... i love this place cuz of the atmosphere, the crowd, and the set-up is fly!... CLICK HERE FOR PICS

there are usually for the most part attractive women with somethin goin for them selves (not all of em, but more than a few ive met) and nobody really be on no bullshit tranna' fight or do too much. i know 1 of the female bartenders there so she hooked me and my boys up with the first round of drinks... we got there @ around 11:00 (a lil early) seeing as tho we beat the damn bday girl there (damn late ass black ppl.)... i seen a few ppl. i knew and chopped it up and got up to speed with them... one of the Smitty's ex-girlfriends was in there be hellllla annoying and obnoxious coming "THIS CLOSE" to gettin her ass whopped so many chicks in there. i mostly shot the shit wit my cuzin and flirted with my female friend that was there...

i ended up gettin hella drunk went to Smitty's house and crashed... only to wake up kinda early so i could be @ work on sunday from 10 til 7...
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SUNDAY...

Now sunday was the shit... we got this spot in san jo called "THE AGENDA"... and on any 3day weekend the shit cracks and all the local ppl. and hella other ppl. from the bay are there... as soon as i got out the car to go get in line i had to ask the fellas... is every woman thick now days... i swear i was barely out the car and group of about 4 girls were walkin down the street lookin like ponies about the ass region...

and that promised a great night ahead!...

we get in and of course we stay unique and fly... hit the bar with the intent to get FUCKED UP!... patron shots...


& long islands(thats what i had i dont know bout them)...


an hour into it im feelin my shit havin a good time... flirtin wit all my flings and sayin wussup to ni**as i aint seen in few months cuz i been anti-social when it hits me... ive been negleting my self of what every human needs... contact with other humans (preferably women) and alcohol... lmao!

it felt good to get out of my rut... i needed a haircut baaaad... i was lookin like rick ross about the chin...




and guess what i was supposed to go to work monday but i woke up late and it was raining so i started thinkin bout what SMITTY was sayin... "MAAAAN FUCK THEM CRACKAS I AINT GOIN TO WORK" (he didnt really say that but i know thats what he meant when he said whatever he said about not working on MLK DAY!)

in conclusion i need to set aside time to go out... it is necessary!
(how else would i have an excuse to do shit like this):

Monday, January 14, 2008

they say..."these are just MY THOUGHTS"



2day i just seem to be in a random mood... its like all of a sudden i just got alot on my mind... alotta questions and few answers... things are just swimming around in my head...


the main thing i've been thinking about since this morning was the people i've decided to move on from and/or let go... was it for the best or was i being irrational?... i dunno but it seemed like the right thing to do @ the time... i'm just tired of dealing with some people and their ways... whether it be that their crazy, confusing, stupid, pointless, too emotional, etc etc etc...


another thing on my mind is my job... i swear i luv my job and in April my 6 months will be up and i will be eligible for a permanant position,, after talkin with my 2 supervisors they said my performance is above average and my accuracy is high, i just need to work on not being 5 to 10 minutes late on the regular (black ppl.) *shaking head*... i hope i can........... lemme rephrase that i will change that small problem cuz i really want to stay at this company...


any1 who knows me knows im this hard-core single person... all about being single but shit for the 1st time since my ex i think its gettin old... could be the weather... could be a phase... i dunno but i've been thinkin about having a girlfriend i just dont feel that way about any 1 person at the moment, every since my last "non-girlfriend" experience a while back i haven't seen that same type of interest spark yet... i dunno maybe i should just keep doin me like i originally planned... i guess i'll figure it out


my ex wanted talk to me in person so i agreed hadn't seen her in hella long... now when we were 2gether she found out she might not be able have kids, we NEVER tried but after they ran some test they told her she would have to go thru a procedure to get pregnant and that she should do it before she got too old (she's 28 now)... about a year and a half ago she asked me would i be father of her child when she went thru the procedure and i told her i couldn't do that cuz i didn't know what would be the situation with me and her and i don't plan on having kids until im married or @ least with the person i plan on marrying... so this talk she wanted me to have with her was basically what most call CLOSURE(even tho we've been apart for years)... the talk got real emotional as she cryed and told me she waited for me as long as she could (even tho' i told her to never wait for me)... so at that point she never told exactly what the convo was about except for closure... so like 2 weeks ago she lets me know she pregnant and asks for my blessings, i was happy for her, she always wanted to have a baby... since her i moved on with my life BUT i cant front that shit shocked me and made me think what if???... i remember sittin on the phone thinking to myself "LIFE IS SO NOT A GAME" and "time moves forward"... all-in-all... im happy for her and her situation but that shits been on my mind!


my living situation at the moment is hectic... im living with my best friends aunt and uncle (which is just like my aunt and uncle)... its hella coo' cuz it a reasonable commute to work vs. moving back to Oakland (40+ miles away from work)... the thing is that they have 7 kids that range from 6 to 18 and another live-in family member... i'm not use to not having my space... every since i moved outta my moms house i've had my own shit... so on a more personal level this is way outta my norm... its fun being over there but when im in my "G-SWEET MODE" i gotta go somewhere instead of jus bein home and chillin... i think i should be gone no later than mid February...


i've about had it up to my 4head with the fact that my mom and my brother don't get along... i don't know what to do its like a bad episode on a tv show... he's 18 and thinks he's grown so naturally my moms attitude is "if u grown do like grown ppl. do and get out"... and i cant fault her for that BUT f*ck man they need to get it 2gether... my brother moved to my grand mothers house and now my mother lives alone... her and her husband are on the rocks so he no longer lives there and with my brother gone it leaves me worried because she sickly so aat any moment i never know whats gonna happen... my family in general need to work on their family values...


lately i've been looking into investment so i can set up my finances so my money can work 4 me... i want to get a good African-American financial counselor, also i'm decided to re-vamp my business that i started 2 years ago "SWEET SPOT CLOTHING"... trust u'll hear more about this again soon...


i haven't been the same ol' me lately haven't had the desire to go out clubbin, i've voluntarily been workin long hours @ work, ive been jus kinda chillin out on the weekends, cant remember the last time i had a real date (wait it was like a month ago i think), not much really excites me anymore, WTF is goin on with me!?

(there's more but i'll keep that 2 myself)

WELL GOTTA GET BACK TO WORK... I'M HERE TIL' 11 2NIGHT (12 hr. day)... HOPEFULLY ALL THIS SHIT FALLS INTO PLACE!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

they say... "big KIDS like big TOYS"



my bdays not til May but in case any1 wants to know what i want...



*actual size ratio*

for larger picture: CLICK HERE
150 INCH PLASMA FLAT SCREEN TELEVISION... DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN!... IMAGIN WATCHIN PORN ON THAT!....


or what about... some... not an ipod,... not an iphone... but some iSHOES!!!



OKAY... I KNOW.. THATS A BIT FAR FETCHED BUT WHAT ABOUT.....

a date with STACY DASH (i know u got my back right PUDDIN?)

JUS GIMME 3 AND A HALF MINUTES. MAYBE EVEN FO'!...

im obviously bored, right!

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

they say... "puff puff PASS!!!"

I was tagged by:
STILL POCAHONTAZ


A) Link to the person that tagged you and post the rules on your blog.
B) Share 7 random and/or weird facts about yourself.
C) Tag 7 random people at the end of your post and include links to their blogs.
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#1... i can actually fly a small plane, no seriously i really can... i took a class/course over the summer when i was in between sophomore and junior year in high school... there was a program for like 10 inner city kids to do it... and i was chosen, we took classes like 8 hours a day and then we actually got to fly a real air plane every day for an allotted amount of time (with an instructor of course)... they were the small CESSNA and PIPER air planes. the look like this:


#2... i have a terrible habit of crackin my knuckles... not just my knuckles tho... like every joint on every finger... even my toes sometimes... lmao!

#3... I've seriously contemplated being a male giggalo, more than once!

#4... no matter how hard i try, i cant for the life of me complete a RUBIK'S CUBE... unless of course i take the stickers off and do it, who smart now?...
look @ this shit:

a damn 3 year old can do it!


4real... with his feet... cmon!

someone gave me 1 this morning... i refuse to open it... cuz i swear i'll break that shit if i get pissed off emough!... but its sitting on my computer haunting me... what should i do?

#5... My Myspace addiction has been replaced by BLOGGING with u guys... *(shakes head)*... its its like giving up CRACK for HEROINE!


#6... i keep Crystals Hot Sauce at my desk... never know when u might need it.


#7... i wish i could drink JAMBA JUICE everyday.

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I'm only tagging: (click the pic)

SMITTY'S SOLILOQUY


CAP CITY



MS. BEHAVING



MR. UNDERHILL

Thursday, January 3, 2008

they say... "OUT wit the OLD & IN wit the NEW"



THESE ARE MY 1ST'S OF 2008...

1. Who was the first person you talked to in 08?
ALL FRIENDS AND FAM THAT WAS AROUND ME @ THE MOMENT.

2. The first person you hugged?
AUNTY ROBBIN... aka... DUCHESS


3. The first person you called?
I CALLED MY MOM 1ST


4. The first person you texted?
LIL' PAM... lol


5. The first thing you drank?
U MEAN CONTINUED TO DRINK?... BELVI & SOME CHAM-PAG-NE'


6. The first person that called you?
LOL... WOOOOW... AFTER JUST CHECKIN MY PHONE... MY EX WAS THE 1ST PERSON TO CALL ME... THATS ODD SEEING AS I HAVENT TALKED TO HER ON THE PHONE IN HELLLLLLA LONG!

7. The first person that texted you?
MY CUZIN PHE'!


8. Have you talked to all of your BLOG BUDDIES yet?
NO TEXT MS. PUDDIN THO!

*in reference to the pic... ur such a wierdo*

9. Any of them?
NAH... I DONT HAVE THEIR #'S ANYWAY

10. Who was the 1st person to hang up on you?
NOBODY... i dont play the shit...lol

11. What was the first thing you watched on TV?
MARTIN SEASON 3 DVD!... that fools retarded!



12. Who was the first person you thought of?
HER!

13. What was the first thing you ate?
AWWW MAN... MY AINTY ROBIN MADE SOME BLACK EYE PEAS & RICE, FRIED CHICKEN, BBQ RIBS, POTATO SALAD, DEVILED EGGS, AND SOME MO' SH!T.

14. What where you wearing at midnight?
REGULAR CLOTHES NOTHIN FANCY!


15. First kiss?
I'LL JUST CALL HER LIPS!


16. First fight?
NADDA... LETS SEE HOW LONG THAT LASTS!

*who want it???*


17. First laugh?
AT ALL OF OUR DRUNK ASSES PLAYIN KINGS CUP (drinking game)


18. First person you said 'I love you' to?
MY MOM

19. First stupid thing you did?
ME STUPID STUFF PSSHHHT! yea right... lmao!


20. First thing you bought?
HMMMM... I DUNNO... PROLLY SOME GATORADE

the anti-hang over drink!



im wish everyone in my blog-world a prosperous 08'!

they say... "It's the REASON for the SEASONS"



Well my X-MAS was laid back... helped moms cook this year since shes gettin older, her and my brother(18 yrs old) got in to a squabble the week prior too so he left and stayed with my grandmother which in turn made my mother basically say F*ck and she didnt get him shit...

so i had to play good son and visit with her a few days... clean his dirty ass room (*shaking head*)... my favorite part of any holiday is the food so i was happy... moms made: (in no specific order)

1... cornish hens
2... roast beef (that shit was helllla good, vegetarians go to hell...lol)
3... yams
4... mac & cheese
5... potato salad
........... i was gone put a pic of potato salad here but look at m,y choices... helll naw... it didnt look nothin like that hot mess in a bowl on nonna them pics CLICK HERE

6... garlic butter crab legs... (i know it hella doesnt go but moms had the craving to make it, but it was hella good too)
7... sweet potato pie... i woulda wrestled grandma to the floor for the last piece i swear i would have!

8... german chocolate cake (ughhh... what is that on the top of the cake? oatmeal?...lmao

i got slapped upside the head for sayin that at the dinner table)

9... black eyed peas... i sware fo' lowd *shakin head* rediculously good (i know im greedy hahaha!)

Theres more i just cant think know besides im sure drooling on this keyboard will cost the company money.

I decided not to get that many people nothin this x-mas... i just got the kids hella stuff...

my 2 yr. old god daughter...



and my 6 year old cuzin


I got the all kinds of toys, pajamas, and clothes... so the kids were my REASON FOR THE SEASONS!


PEACE OUT