they say... "i CAN'T be who YOU want me to BE!"...

2day before i walked out my moms house she told me i need to work on my attitude... so i look her in the eyes and ask, "why do you say that?"... and she says, "you havent been urself lately, u walk around with an attitude, and its not the normal you"...

so my response is straight up how i feel, i say, "why do people expect me to act the same way every day no matter what my situation or circumstance is, i mean for the most part i TRY and stay positive but im onkly human, and its no fair"... at that point im getting pissed because this is coming from a woman who has had drastic mood swings all her life, and takes her attitude out on people who surround her (usually me and my brother)... now she has the nerve to come at me wit that.

so then she says that she doesnt feel like she can talk to me, she's scared to say stuff to me cuz i have an attitude, im like what the hell are u talkin about (i didnt say that tho, lol) you dont even be tranna' say shit to me and ur assuming...

now granted my attitude is niot of the normal G-Sweet BUT show me a person who is the exact same all the time no matter whats goin oin in their life...

jus felt like venting... and at this point peopl jus might start seeing a side of me that they really dont like... lets jus hope that aint the case.

they say... "what'll they THINK of NEXT?"

Soooo... i was talkin to my homegirl yesterday... she recently crossed as a DELTA (shout out to Delta Sigma Theta they all seem to be cool as hell, wit me at least)...

anyway... she decided to share a fun-fact with me... and that fact is that the black greek sorority AKA has their own damn BARBIE DOLL!... this was funny as hell, i couldnt believe this shit so i looked it up when i got home and sure enough there she was pretty, fair skinned and all... but none the less a black(or lack there of) Barbie...

i jsut wanted to share that wit yall... i found it entertaining for a short amount of time yesterday... if u want more info CLICK HERE

they say... "get it OFF ya CHEST" (LATE)

*Things some ppl. in my personal life need to know (but I don't wanna be an asshole)...*

Let me start off by saying I'm not mad at any1 specific... nobody did shit... I'm just reflecting on some shit...

- 1 thing u can fuckin count on... ALWAYS!... is that I'll be ME!...
love it or leave it... at this point in my life I don't care which 1 u choose

- I have friends... the SMITTY's... theres nothin I won't do for them (pause/no homo)... their like brothers... so if u decide not to be my friend... sorry but it bothers me very little... Im not that excited about making new friends any way, I accept new associates but I don't go out looking for them

- I keep to myself... whatever I choose to not tell u is my business...
respect that and shut the fuck up!...

- yea I do think I'm too good for some shit... and I do show it @ times... that's me, I don't know how else to be

- Women enjoy my company just as I do theirs, what the hell u mad for...
get over it!

- I don't change... I may tighten or loosen up things about me but I never stray too far from being G-SWEET... I figure if people are attracted to me and/or accept me when they meet me its because there's something they see in me so why would I change???... shit u might not like the change, orrrrrr the change might not like you

- Insecure people are starting to get on my nerves... I'm not dealing with them anymore... nothing against u but I've noticed there's no helping or convincing these people... so I'll just stay away from them... if I meet a woman and she's insecure I'm walkin away... for real tho... that shit is played... life is too short to harp on the negative shit about URSELF of all people

- I hate when people change there character based on another person... I find that to be a weak-willed person... I feel like u should always be able to find urself within a situation no matter what... ur girlfriend/boyfriend, brother/sister, bestfriend, worse enemy... should not be the reason u change urself...
Now if ya married... hey u gotta do what u gotta do *shrugs shoulders*


PARTING WORDS:

I am the flyest ni**a walkin...
I am humbly-arrogant...
I dont care what u think...
I am too good for some shit...
Women love me...
Men envy me...
If I had nothing, I'd still have more to offer than most!


*back to my regular(LATE) scheduled blogging*

they say... "confidence + confidence = arrogance" PT. 1 (Kanye West )

"wit so much personality, what do u want from me?............ I ca' be by myself & enjoy the company"

-Kanye West

Is arrogance a bad thing???... what do u say?... I say it's not THAT bad!

Honestly when i first started noticing the shit this fool did i was like, "who this ni**a think he is"... but recently this dude has been crackin' me the fuck up!... I mean he takes cockiness to a whole notha' level and I LOVE THIS SHIT!
I don't blame the guy he's a top notch producer who is also a beast on the mic and he knows it!

I mean if u honestly in ur heart feel ur at a certain point financially, career wise, socially, sexually, intellectually, etc. is it OK to voice that or walk with that "I KNOW I AM" swagger?... with that said i don't condone looking down on other people or being disrespectful toward anyone or thing but you should be able to be confident in ur positive aspects even if sometimes its seen as overly confident.

By definition, confidence is belief in oneself and one's powers or abilities; self-confidence; self-reliance; assurance
ANNNNNNND...
Arrogance is an offensive display of superiority or self-importance; overbearing pride.

So is it safe to say, if you are in fact superior(higher in rank) than another person(s) in certain areas it IS ok to act accordingly... i know a few people who say shit like, "i cant stand that arrogant ass moth-f@!*a" and at that very moment i wonder is that the inferior person that is considered lower than the "arrogant" asshole?... I mean the world needs balance if everyone were arrogant, there would be no such thing as arrogant and it would be the norm.

I feel like confidence is something every single person on the planet has in at least one area of their life... u might be confident that you can smoke 100 cigarettes in a day, that you are the most talented monopoly player in the history of ever, that ur the best drunk driver, or you may be confident in something as simple as the best PRODUCER at this present time(hence Mr. West).

What im saying is once you reach a certain level of confidence its seen as arrogance... but why?... and SO FUCKIN' WHAT!... be proud of what you have, what u can do, and more importantly WHAT/WHO YOU ARE!

I've been called arrogant many times(or conceited, take ur pick) and at first i would fight the accusation but it came to the point where people are gonna believe what they want to believe anyway and thats where the attitude derived from... that transformed into a part of my persona that shows at certain times when I'm "feelin' myself"(and i don't mean drunk...lol)... and now i don't even bother explaining myself i just enjoy the over confidant remarks from my "inferior haters".

I feel like people should flaunt their positive aspects...

(TO BE CONTINUED...)

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Kanye is the poster-boy for this persona with quotes like:

- "George Bush doesn't care about black people""(15 seconds left on video #1)

and more recently:

- "I wanna' do music cuz i know people need my music, people need Kanye West albums"(2:35 left on video #2)

- "They feel like, Yo... You know he's got a God complex cuz he said if they wrote the Bible again he would be in it... DUHHHH! YEA I WOULD BE IN IT!..." (1:11 left on video #2)

- "I'm high up on the line u ca get behind me/ but my head so big u cant sit behind me"( 1:53 left on video #3)

- "IF I DONT WIN, THE AWARD SHOW LOSES! CREDIBILITY!"(just watch the whole video... lmao!)
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VIDEO #1


VIDEO #2


VIDEO #3


VIDEO #4